i was your first love and you were mine. i never saw myself with anyone else. i saw myself living the rest of my life with you. it hurts to know that you found this love with someone else. it hurts so bad to know that this happened behind my back but i am willing to forgive you because i know the sweetness in your heart that you may never do it again. i have the trust in you. i love you so much jeremy, i’ve never felt such heartache. i never thought that when i met you this is how it would turn out. i think of all the times you were unhappy with me because i didn’t want to do something you wanted to but i want to change that. I’m so sorry it took this long. i even try to make the friends with benefit sex the hottest it can so you can still want me but it doesn’t seem that way. i can’t see myself with anyone else intimately because you’re the only one for me and you’re all i want.