i’m sorry for all the hurtful things i have said and done to you. i’m sorry i’m so selfish and disregard your feelings completely when you are the most patient and forgiving person i have ever met. i’m so lucky to have met you, known you, and loved you. and i still do love you and always will. i wish the absolute best for you because i know how hard you work and how much you deserve it. i hope we can be friends and in the future try our love again. but i don’t seem to be in the right place or time to manage one and i’m sorry it had to end this way. i want you more than anything in the world, but after everything i put you, us, through, its been one hell of a roller coaster. i dont think you can have any more lows. i don’t want to make any more for you.
it’s probably the hardest thing to be in a relationship with someone who is happy with you, but you can’t feel the same about them.
this is consuming my life. i can’t focus on anything