February 2012
for you rutgers students who haven't heard yet...... →
wait a couple months then you gon' see, you'll...
we dont pick who we fall in love with and it never...
i think i'm falling asleep but then all that it...
i was your first love and you were mine. i never saw myself with anyone else. i saw myself living the rest of my life with you. it hurts to know that you found this love with someone else. it hurts so bad to know that this happened behind my back but i am willing to forgive you because i know the sweetness in your heart that you may never do it again. i have the trust in you. i love you so much...
i love you so much still. my heart aches for you. i can promise you that i can make you happier than her, i just don’t know when to tell you and how. all my friends keep telling to move on, because you clearly have. but i want to believe that there’s still a spot for me in your heart. that may be wishful thinking, but i guess wishful thinking it remains. you were the best thing that...
don’t think i can’t see the Facebook of the girl you’ve been with for a month of while we were together. i saw a recent mobile upload of your guys together. my heart sank so low. just when i thought wow, I’m over you already, this shit shows up. i love you forever and always still. i have the biggest feeling that when you asked to use my car to pick up your brother’s...
January 2012
They say all good things must come to an end, but...
try baby to understand. to find a rainbow in every...
bosnian girl in jersey shore is from my town..
Cause all I really want is to be with you, feeling...
so last night… my ex called me to come drop off his stuff. i went to his room and he was sitting on his bed with his laptop and i went to sit down and he turned his whole body and laptop away so i couldn’t see what he was doing. he was typing a lot, so he must’ve been talking to someone. the *other girl*. we smoke a cig in his bathroom and he has me sit on his lap. my whole body...
heartbreak makes you do things you normally...
i’m always on the verge of tears because i can’t stop thinking about him. i look for his face everywhere i go just hoping i can see him again, even if he can’t see me
there’s nothing i want more than to know what’s going on in your head.
dear jeremy,
i love and miss you so much. it hasn’t been a week since i’ve seen you but it might as well be a year. i can’t stand the thought of not waking up to you ever, not having our movie nights and ichats, drinking beers at edge water looking at the city skyline, playing pong tournaments and so much more. it breaks my heart that i could not make you happy in every way that...
what a weekend. on friday was my birthday and i didn’t want to do anything because i got dumped but my girls made me go out and enjoy my night, which i absolutely did. i go back to the house and he of course calls me asking to see me. so i run in the snow to see him and bring him back to sleepover (and whatnot…) and today he tells me he just wants to be friends. i feel so used....
been crying all day bc i got dumped on my bday
never expect things to happen, it’s better to feel surprised than to feel disappointed.
how much you put into a relationship determines how much it will hurt when it ends.
first break with my boy. didn’t think there were any problems. this came out of no where :(
just found out one of the kids i lived in a dorm with last year is a model. i went to his house for a huge pong tournament over the summer. and his face has been on tumblr. weird.