January 2012
so last night… my ex called me to come drop off his stuff. i went to his room and he was sitting on his bed with his laptop and i went to sit down and he turned his whole body and laptop away so i couldn’t see what he was doing. he was typing a lot, so he must’ve been talking to someone. the *other girl*. we smoke a cig in his bathroom and he has me sit on his lap. my whole body...
heartbreak makes you do things you normally...
i’m always on the verge of tears because i can’t stop thinking about him. i look for his face everywhere i go just hoping i can see him again, even if he can’t see me
there’s nothing i want more than to know what’s going on in your head.
dear jeremy,
i love and miss you so much. it hasn’t been a week since i’ve seen you but it might as well be a year. i can’t stand the thought of not waking up to you ever, not having our movie nights and ichats, drinking beers at edge water looking at the city skyline, playing pong tournaments and so much more. it breaks my heart that i could not make you happy in every way that...
what a weekend. on friday was my birthday and i didn’t want to do anything because i got dumped but my girls made me go out and enjoy my night, which i absolutely did. i go back to the house and he of course calls me asking to see me. so i run in the snow to see him and bring him back to sleepover (and whatnot…) and today he tells me he just wants to be friends. i feel so used....
been crying all day bc i got dumped on my bday
never expect things to happen, it’s better to feel surprised than to feel disappointed.
how much you put into a relationship determines how much it will hurt when it ends.
first break with my boy. didn’t think there were any problems. this came out of no where :(
just found out one of the kids i lived in a dorm with last year is a model. i went to his house for a huge pong tournament over the summer. and his face has been on tumblr. weird.
can we make this a nasty party cause i just want...
Me: I think I'm gonna go to sleep now.
TV: lol but good shows are on.
iPod: sleep? Is that a new app?
Sleeping position: lol you're not gonna be comfortable.
Mind: what's the meaning of life though?
Temperature: lol it's too hot and too cold.
Noises: oh, you said be louder? Okay.
Tumblr: Keep scrolling, bitch.
i told my family something i shouldn’t have about my sister and now they’re sending her away to chile for two months. that backfired on me, i don’t want her to leave.
my good friend is going to jail tomorrow for vehicular homicide for at least three years. im so scared what its going to make him. i pray that he doesn’t change and that he stays strong. i love you steve ♥
